dear us

Man, things are sadder than I ever expected. Telos is now broken, I've gotten frustrated with it a few times, didn't think it'd really affect me when the inevitable happened (I say inevitable because no clan lasts forever, not because Telos wasn't good enough.) I kinda wish we could all stay together, but we probably need to branch out and experience new clans as sad as that sounds. We could most likely keep in touch via group chat, but from experience, relations tend to die fast if you're not in the same clan (oh god I'm negative.)

So...I'm sad to not share a clan name with you guys anymore. I don't think we could have as entertaining conversations as we did in Telos much of anywhere else. I've had many frustrating moments in Telos, but I've had more than enough of pleasant moments with you all. I'm sad to say I saw this coming in the last few months, but...que sera, sera.

Guess I'll dedicate some words to various people lol.

Misericordiia - Hey, thanks for making Telos and in return making some great memories, I think I speak for everyone in saying it was a fun and great clan. I'm sorry you got harassed as a result of making Telos, but I think it was worth it, hmm? You've helped me a lot, I don't think I could ever repay you. (I'm poor ;A; loljk.)

Warlust - zomg waradio ;_; You're a really awesome person and really fun to play the game with! I remember one day you totally made my day 100% better with waradio, heh. We haven't talked much lately, but I hope you know you're awesome :'D.

Astell - lol I remember I thought you were a girl at first (sorry!!) and even the leader of Telos (I was a nub okay?! ;A;) It was fun going through the Katovic Snowfield, I didn't want to leave (but had to eventually...) Your dedication to Mia is cute, every time I see a Mia I think of you immediately. (have some IRL Mia! ) also, frogs \o/~

TD3 - Haha, it seems I got to see many sides of you :) A serious, a sad, a happy/funny side. You're a really cool person even if you havent been on much. Good luck with stuff, eh? Keep being awesome \m/

Almontri - LEGOSLEGOSLEGOS. Sorry I kept bugging you with my GE pairings and with a sometimes short temper. Hope we can keep in contact, get tf2 so we can play together. :) And no worries on the guy thing, a ton of people think that. I guess I'm a tad tomboyish? ?_? (I'll give ya my steam account on gmail or somethin'.)

Kimiaru - COUGH COUGH COUGH COUGH. JKILU. You're so cute ;_; MY HIGURASHI BUDDY <3 hauuuuu~

D'arwyn - omgursoawesomeilookuptoyou! You're a really great artist and have a great personality hahaa. We need to draw soon :) I always admired how you leveled characters you personally, liked. Not characters that you knew to be strong. hi5 \o

Hirojinn - lmao YOUUUUUU. You're awesome despite being a pervy little...:p actually that just made you even more awesome. Thanks for lightening the mood in clan, haven't seen you around lately though...orz.

Rakuru - You always gave me a o_o and o_O whenever I said something weird. H8 U. JKILU4EVAR.

Shride - YOU ROCK TOO.

ALL OF YOU ROCK
omg running out of stuff to say, i just woke up so dont feel bad plsss ;_;

ILU ALL
FOREVER
AND EVER


ps ilu missus lusseus

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Lately I haven't gone on GE much, I apologize. Life hasn't been quite as great as I wanted and very stressful as of late. I've been playing more TF2 than I have GE. Both of my friends whom I played to play another MMO with them have quit GE which kinda...killed it for me which is kinda depressing.

Enough for now, farewell Telos.

-Idemair

In Memories There's Only You and I

Been playing DJMAX Portable lately which is srsly addictive. All of them have a MV to them which is honestly really beautiful and inspiring to me :) I don't really know why I'm still online...but w/e.

I'm gonna be more active on GE, although I'm not really able to AFK due to these DCs -_- but I'll try logging on every day and I might start up CW again. Sorry I've been so inactive, I really...just needed a break :D. Today(tonight?) I was talking on a telos voicechat with Armesto, Kimi, Kumi, Raku and Warlust :). You guys needa get mics though...Raku, Armesto, and I were the only people speaking LOL. And Raku left kinda fast D8. SO yeah, MIC OR BUST.


Drew this yesterday/today but..I KEEP DRAWING THINGS WAY. TOO. SMALL. Ughhh D8<
Gemini 8). It's not GE related, but w/e I wanted to add a picture D8<

Ah..also. Missed house thanks to Obama >:/ Apparently only the West coast got it because it was already too late in the east (because of Fox News @ 10.) orz.

Soon to be active,
Idemair

It's not so bad

Was drawing with a friend of mine on a paintchat and I drew a profile of a guy w/ a pony tail. We laughed that it looked like Baek Ho and I turned it into him. Decided to go for a more simplistic feel and didn't give him muscles. I can't friggin draw muscles! I kinda like how Baek Ho looks. I don't know if I'd get him, though. I know alot of Telos dislikes him, but I don't hate him. He has a nice character design. Was listening to Eminem's Stan on repeat (switching between the original version with Dido and Eminem and the version from some award show (don't remember atm) with Elton John and Eminem.) I like rap that has a meaning and not just about sex and that crap.

Anyway, its 1:54 just now and I have a party to go to tomorrow. I might not get a chance to log onto GE. Been busy the past few days.

-Idemair

zzz

Haven't really logged on GE much these days. Been tired and sick I guess and unmotivated to go on. Kinda burned out from the grind of LOTD even though its been pretty long. Just wanted to let you guys know I'm still here, I'll get on tomorrow if its not too hectic.
-Idemair

But until the day I'll have to wait

;_; this song makes me damn cry. THE LYRICS. ;A; [click]
damnit higurashi LOL STOP MAKING ME TEAR UP.

Anyway. Today was fairly uneventful as well but I wanna update anyway...tried pvping with the clan and ended up sucking,...I hope I didn't frustrate anyone by them losing because they were paired up with me. D8. Mis gave me a nice wiz weapon today too :) can't wait to put it to good use!

Not much else. Just trying to keep active.

Oh yeah. I MISSED HOUSE TODAY. Damnit!

-Idemair

Pets

ILU EIKEEEE. Too lazy to fix the transparency. so w/e 8D Anyway.

I got a pet today (on ge D:) so cuuuuute. Petfood isnt overly expensive either. (It isn't cheap but it isn't that bad...) it already picked up some decent items at 500k~~~

Not much else to report.
-Idemair

Undenied

Click for larger size. Its decently large.

Was posing with Almontri using Celsia, Halcyone and Iverson. (p.s. iversons whipped ;o)

Today wasn't as good as I hoped, I woke up with another headache (for the past..4 days now, I've been sleeping very poorly (constantly waking up) or waking up with a headache.) and huge icicles outside of my window. Dangerous & large, but it has a higher chance of hitting bushes rather than the kiddos next door. I really didn't do much on GE, but todays the 2nd day (I think...) of my pets egg. I got Audley 55% to 100 and Halcyone is like 15% to 100. I wish maint wasn't so late, prolly gonna end up sleeping and be unable to afk over night...sucks. I also wish CW wasn't so damn late as well. Oh well.

Listening to portishead right now, which is like..triphop and abit of a jazz element to it. Eh, here. If any of you have last.fm feel free to add it. Taewa@Last.fm

Anyway.

10THINGS I WOULD DO TO ED(uardo or edward)
as requested!

1. luv him
2. hug him
3. make him breakfast
4. caress him
5. bake him brownies ^_^
6. watch anime with him ^_^
7. be supa kawaii together ^_^
8. luv him
9. hug him
10. luv him

^__________^

-Idemair

Yo. I'm Idemair, I like apple flavored drinks, MMORPGs (which is actually more of a love-hate relationship.) music, manga and anime. (more so manga) I like to consider myself to be easy to get along with, so if you ever see me in game feel free to throw a Hi at me. :) ah..and I have a really good memory for lyrics. orz.

Uh...My favorite manga would be one of these three (I'm extremely indecisive...) Jyu Oh Sei, Terra E (SOLDIER BLUEEEE ♥♥♥) and Fruits Basket. As for animu, I really really love Higurashi and any of the .hack//franchise.

Eh,...I apologize, this isn't much of SOTNW related is it? But I guess its alright, considering its a introduction. I'll show you my main team :)

left to right: Halcyone, Audley, Iverson.

uh...with this blog I'll prolly upload some GE related art too. So...that'll wrap it up for todays post.
Seeya.
-Idemair